Thursday, December 17, 2009

Al & Elaine LaCour




A message from Al & Elaine which I feel desereve space here.....

Amit, Thanks so much for sharing these thoughts. Is this the article you wrote for the Times? Your words give me a good "window" into the things you shared at our table Tuesday. When we got home last night, Elaine and I both talked about how much we appreciate you. We smiled as we observed how you are "getting in touch with your feelings" (And your observations about my FB posts were very accurate)! This article is evidence of the changes and transformations that are happening in your life. Whether at a "Quarter Life Crisis" or other at other transition points in our life journeys, God uses changes to produce growth in us. Your time at Georgia Tech has been a significant season in your life. We are honored to have shared in your journey, and think you are really growing in new insights and perspectives. Thanks so much for sharing your heart! And, as another Indian friend was observed, there is a reason we are called "human beings" and not "human doings." It seems to take a life time to get that message! Your friend, Al (& Elaine)

A beautiul couple...and wonderful human beings...
Love You Both....Will Miss you.... :( :(
:)

What is this?

I am getting sick of this now... Why does this happen to me all the time... Whatever I say, Life hits me back with the same 'Steel'... consoled someone for grades and in a minute.. I found mine grade lower than ever in my life... had another conversation with other person about not getting a job... and in few hours, I got a reject mail from my dream job & company.... Ahhhhhhhhhh!

I am fed up of making compromises and fooling myself.... Koi Naa... :(

Shall I keep my mouth shut and let it happen what ever is people facing in the world I know?.... Shall I? ........

I don't know..... Somewhere I know I wont be able too... as soon as I see someone on some problem.. I don't know what rushes inside me and I start will those gyaan... I hate this.. I love this as well... at least I find that other person in a better mood at the end... but then as soon as I get back to my life...i see myself in dump hole... And i know i am just putting this as an excuse... these conversations dnt define my destiny... bt atleast I can ........... .............................!

hmmm........
May be I am not putting my best... actually I know I am not... I don't know when I moved from that hardworking guy who used to work first and then expect... to this idiotic personality.

I 'genuinely' used to hate people in my undergrad... who used to say..U know wat.... "agar main karne pe aa jaun to mujhse accha koi nai.." LOOSERS..... insults ownself.. own talent and everything around them... n I am afraid to see I am slowly falling into same category.... y don't I work hard?... Where is my mind?... Where is my soul? ...and Where I am?.....

How long I will be doing this...I need to go back home [India]... and I need to ans this before I come back here.... I cant take this anymore....

Let it be whatever it is for sometime.... But I will rise again... I will shine again... n I will do it like never before..... I have it in me... I know! Cannot thanks enuf GA Tech and United States to make me familiar with failures.... seems from the moment I land here.. its been a chain of failures... uffffffffffffffffff!

Maanunga na main bhi haar....

See You Soon...
Love You!




Monday, December 14, 2009

My Tryst with Truth - 6


Strength is nothing more than how well you hide your pain...
It hurts to everyone.... it really does... :-| :)


Thursday, December 10, 2009

My Tryst with Truth - 5


Blondes are Easiest to melt.... ;) :)


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

My Tryst with Truth - 4


Life changed a hell a lot from Bachelors to Masters in each and every possible dimension..... like Seriously!!


My Tryst with Truth - 3


I guess... I "really" loved Her!


My Tryst with Truth - 2


My Mom often answers things more accurately with Her experience and care than any of the qualified person I have met ever... Awe- struck stuff!

Love You Maaaa.....
:)


My Tryst with Truth - 1


Most of my B. Tech funde were wrong.... (realizing this hurts!)
sob sob... :)